"If you persevere, in time you will have an entirely different problem – not that life is meaningless, but rather that life has almost too much meaning. "

01/21/2024; Snow.

01/20/2024; Bird perched against my window after my hawk-bus dream. Look Back & crying for no reason on the phone.

01/09/2024; After crying for lack of snow, deer.

01/07/2024; I felt safe in the morning after a lot of bad days & nights. Then, someone sent me an email with two icons of the Theotokos: One of her Seven Sorrows, another of the Annunciation.

01/04/2025; Long grass in the wind. The form of a dove in church.

01/03/2025; Bird noise sound cassette tape.

01/02/2025; My little bear & scallion trinity eggs.

01/01/2025; Walmart parking lot after shoplifting, bird noises playing loudly on the radio when I started the car: fright-then-delight. After, train crossing in the neighborhood, like seeing an animal, the entirety of Chicago (Demo), Sufjan Stevens, window down.